Washington DC

...is so smashing warm! My god I cant wait to tell you about this georgetown adventure and allt the things that happened yesterday in Williamsburg. And how I just been rejected as the gambler I am. So long Yours sincerely A

Manhattan

Im waiting for the film
for a film in my life
another story aside
this daily grind

Im waiting for
this very film
to be wrapped up in my life (now its so thin)

I would like to meet someone
to change my life enough
I would like to change that one
and borrow some of his time

Could you do me that,
Manhattan
To you do I earn it Manhattan
or have I already burn that shot

Chelsea Galleries

Meatmarket in a intellectual environment. Tragic in a magical way. People who we all thinks have what it takes, heart and brain, sell their soul to an investor. But maybe it just was the guy I was there with. Who made it all seem like it's about being somebody, not acting like it. He introduced me to the artists at the opening galleries as a young journalist from sweden who's like "cutting the edge". Maybe I should have that view -I am what I say I am. Even tough it's just what I told him I didn't want to be. He's sold out. Be careful to be such a sold out in NY.

Great paintings tough.

NYC

I arrived at JFK in a fever, a good and a bad one, with a new friend and with no expectations really. I took myself from there to my hostel at 106th st with the subway, dont ask me how but now Im there.

A new haircut
a new girl
A new city
it aint that much of a deal really

But as her ears are blocked
her view is even better
All of thier hearts seem to be locked
she thinks they changes as the weather

Ill be back with further reports, maybe even in a few minutes you see my room isnt available yet

Krigskram

Im at home now
or to that extent it is possible
For Im no longer a child
for what expectations that might that might cause me a mess
and the funny love Ill be given less

Its the beginning for something new
and the end of what I needed to be true
Im listening to what keeps the nostalgia
and read what brings the melancolia
over the years that passed
but still I am visiting
from time to time

Now therell be needed less words
to be heard in the crowds
when we were young,
we would be nothing
if we got nothing to say

Ive had my share
of people that stare
Now come along
to that music we sang along

- - - - - - - - -

Christoffer, you were here today. We ate and ate and talked. We simply needed to. We only cared about ourselves and eachother. And youre coming here. Thats a good thing. To remember all the things we used to do. For me longing back and for you longing away.
Your childhood amaze me and Im proud of what it made you.
Anna, Im stillwaiting for you. But we cant come to eachother before we start to communicate. And youall know to communicate is to translate.
Elsa, all we need will come to us. We will grow away from things and grow into new again. Its so sad.
Boy, youre always in my life, less or more. Thank you for yesterday, I will go home and think of you all and cry.

Its so sad
how we grow out of things
Its so bad
lately how much youve grown out of me
lately how much youve grown into her

Report: Timeline is the new shit. Draw your line, your timeline of life.
Keep upgraded during my stay in New York. Ill try to give you the lot.

Latest news

Angst. Excitement. Hysteria. Frightened. Brave. Pride. Insecure. Lonesome. Fullfilled and empty.

Im coming home 10 - 13/3
Im travelling alone to new york 22 - 30/3
Im finding myself Ever?
Ill be writing for Bon ?
Or writing anything by the way Will I, dare I?

Its all in order
in my head now
Translations
I sense all the way to bed
that I keep translating
in my head

Communication is translation