Now I

I loved how you used to tuck my hair down
my collar
And that you knew what were
my colours

To find an occasion to tell bad news
is as hard as being the one to chose
Because there will never be time for anything
we're always the ones to lose

But how I liked how you liked me
in my tee,
and that you asked me if I wanted to go to an exhibition
while you were still inside me

I dance with you in my fantasy
But I dont want you for real
In a while,
I dont want to look into anyones eyes
My heart's been broken too many times

When my communication fails me
I loved how I could talk to you
And even though we didn't spend much time
you used to talk me through

I dont know if I can handle you still talking me through
I loved all the things you did,
yet I can't say I know you

Moving out of you

When you said you didn't want me
out of your life

I already am

- - -

It's so sad
how we grow into something new
It's too bad
lately how much you grown out of me
lately how much I grown out of thee

Or?

A